I have been having this annoying feeling that I’m trapped in a time bubble for quite sometime. The advice I give to everyone is the one I should have taken myself. That is: “If what you are doing isn’t working for you, do something else.” Wise words I wasn’t able to apply to my own life until now. I have been battling a demon called time management and losing for months at this point. Then it happened: rock bottom! I woke up at 4 in the morning and my chest was killing me. Thoughts of all that needed to be done raced through my mind, I then realized I was probably having a panic attack of sorts. I got up. I paced. I wrote things down. I went back to bed. Then my kid woke me up because he peed his pants. This is my life.
So, I cleaned him up and made my way downstairs for a cup of coffee at 5 A.M. I know when I have been beaten at this point. Things needed to change and now. I then decided to completely reverse my routine. I have been blogging in the morning, then trying to catch up on my other duties in the afternoon. Yesterday, I cleaned my house and performed various household duties, then blogged. It worked. I felt good. I felt accomplished. I went to bed at 10 and slept like a rock. Today, I even began my workout routine again and I kicked ass! Is it possible that I just needed to reverse my day? I’ll keep you posted, but I have to say that I feel shiny and new today. The workout did throw me off today, but I think I can tweek this routine into something amazing. . I think I’m on to something.