Day 16:
I’m back in the saddle again. I have the repairman coming to fix my refrigerator and I needed to make a choice. So, I chose to do it, to exercise. It was now or never. I made the choice of picking a different workout to do today. I was bored the last time and even though I’m ready to start the second sequence in the Method I didn’t feel as if I had the time to learn new moves. I picked a DVD that I had from the Firm. All I have to say is, “Why all the squats!?” My knees just can’t take it. Can’t I workout out with doing squats? Come on! I finish the workout and I feel good.
I’m so glad I made the choice to keep going. I still am expriencing that overwhelming sense of panic over the holidays. I still have shopping to do, planning, etc. I’m feeling a wide range of emotions and doing my best to deal with it. Why do the holidays have to be so stressful? I don’t recall ever feeling like I do this year. I just keep trying to relax, focus on the kids and let the rest go. It’s hard.
Here is the good news: By the end of the day today everything works, maybe not well, but it’ll get us by. I had the joy of seeing my son’s face when he got his costume for the Christmas Pageant. My boys always bring me back to the place where I truly know what’s important. I kick back with a cocktail and hope to accomplish more tomorrow. I feel satisfied.
nancy says
You go girl, keep it up!!!!